Goodbye my first love, see you again......

On 20th November 2009, is the last day my status as couple. Now, I'm free single men with pain in my heart.......

As she started to date with me, I really - really care about her.....
But, since the day I break up with her, she became a different person. Not same like the women I love before. Her sadness makes my life ruin, I don't know what to do anymore..........

I've just phone her 20 minutes ago, and she share lots things with me......
Well, I accept her comment about me, and I trying to speak calmly, but seems like my emotion didn't want to hide anymore, my sadness appear suddenly and with heavy heart, I mad at her......
I can feel her sadness while we're on the phone, now I even can't imagine how is she now.......
I hope she didn't do anything stupid right now...........