Miss You....

1 day without you, no problem...
2 day without you, maybe still busy...
3 day without you, I'm start to wondering...
4 day without you, I feel life is boring...
5 day without you, I can't hold it...
6 day without you, I feel lonely...
7 day without you, I've been crazy...

Where are you my heart? I really miss you now...
Please online so I can know that you're fine...

Love you.....

Another Failure...

This actually already few weeks ago, but I want to write it here so i can remember about it...

I've try my best to chase someone, and even after I did, still useless...
Which means, she won't accept me as her boyfriend...

Well, maybe it's because she still love her ex, or maybe I'm so not popular to become her boyfriend...

Which answer is the truth? I don't know either...
I only know this 3 words only...
"I GOT DUMPED"
and +1 more words...
"AGAIN!!!!"

Well, my fate is always been this way...
What else I can do?
Beside sitting, and wait, and maybe just forget about those...

I wish I can have a great girlfriend this year, which means that my family accept her whoever she is...

AMEN.....

Giving Up????

To be honest since I haven't open my blog, I already try to chase some girls to be my girlfriend...
But each time I chase a girl, I always ended with the same answer...

I'm really feel upset and furious...

Now, I want to ask...
Is it better for me to keep going on, or just giving up???

Back In Love Again...

Never though that I already back in love again....
I feel a bit weird, but maybe I can try to go on with my new girlfriend...

My life is full of happiness when I saw her, and she is almost same like my ex, but I can see pureness inside her.....

Hope I can continue my love story with her....
=)

BLESS ME GOD...

My Secret Admirer....

I just can't believe that I have a secret admirer...
She is my junior student, who know me from her friend...

She text me often, and then suddenly she spoiled it by accident....

I don't know if that's true or not, but I think both of us are liking each other...

WOW, never though this would happen....

=)

Holy........

For the second time, I found myself have a person who like me without any reason, the only thing I know that she say I'm kind...
(Like I do...)

I was text message with her. actually, I text her to help her with her ex-boyfriend problem.....
But suddenly, she say that I'm kind, and she have feeling on me......

Ow My GOD....
Is it just joke or she is telling me the truth???

Goodbye My First Love.....

I'm sorry if I don't reply you or chat with you again...

It's for your own good, and I don't want to disturb your beautiful life anymore...

I'm sorry, and goodbye...
My dear First Love....

Never Feel In Love Since.....

I never feel fall in love with anybody since I break up with my last girlfriend...

I don't know why, and I need the answer "why am I feel nothing to the other girl?"

If you know problem like this, please give me the best answer...

Thank you...

Can't Get Her Heart That Easy.....

Last night, she text me and told me that she wants to talk about something....

Then, earlier, she told me that she feel awkward and weird, that she feel not comfort because she never date anyone since she was in Secondary 2. And now she suddenly date someone (me).

She ask me to break up with her...

Of course I feel down, totally down because we just dating like 1/2 week, and now she want to break up...

And the weirdest thing is, I just say, "ouw, ok then, it's up to you anyway."

OMG, what kind of answer was that? I even didn't try to rescue our relationship...

Now I realize that I will never got any girl. She told me that she like me, but just feels like not the time to date with someone.

But I know that she didn't mean to not dating because feel awkward, but it's because I'm a big loser...

So, I'll never get any chance to got another woman's heart anymore.....

Unexpected Love.......

About 2 years ago (I think), I already like someone at my school, but unfortunately, she already have boyfriend (was, and I don't know if it's true or he's just pretending)...

So, I try to forget about her, but actually it's hard because I was totally in crush with her. But finally I already almost forgot about her....

So, about a week ago, I was trying to joking with her using my another account, but then I realize, my feeling is coming again....

I don't know why, but she seems so charming...

When we sharing some information (in this situation, we're just only ordinary best friend), she told me that she don't want to date for now....
I almost feel a bit down because I almost told her about the truth of my other account...

So, day by day pass away, and I know that I can't lie to her much longer, so I tell her the truth....

Until last night, we're sharing about movie ("glee season 1") and then she ask me for one more time about my other account...

So I tell her, and then she tell me that she got answer for my other account...

I was thinking that maybe the answer is no, because I remember she told me that she don't want to date for now, but I was wrong....

Then I think, maybe it's my opportunity to try to got her heart, so I ask the question....

I can't believe she say "yes", and until now I feel like flowing on the sky....
=D

I Say It, But She Didn't accept Me.......

I told her that I like her and ask her to be my girlfriend, but still....
She don't want to date yet.....


What did I told you guys???
She don't want to ......

Am I Busted????

I was chatting with her, and suddenly she ask who is the person that I love.....
She asking because she read my post on messenger....

So I reply to her that the person who I love is her (and it's true)...
We have discuss about it very long time, and suddenly the reply said....
"This is her sister,not her...."

I was silent and can't explain anything...

Now, I still confuse..
Is that her sister or she just pretending to be her sister????

Who I'm In Love With....?????

GOD, PLEASE HELP ME.......

I like them three because they have same act, and they're same kind.....

Which one should I choose????

HELP ME UP.........

I can't make up my mind....
I was in love with two person in 1 time....
And now I'm in love with three person....


NOOOOO.....!!!
HELP ME UP GUYS.....!!!

Just As Brother and Sister.......

I love her because of her attitude.....
but my love for her just only as a brother and sister...
I can't push her to fall in love with me.....

Maybe this how my life goes, and I will be a lonely male on earth......

Maybe....

No More Hope........

I was hoping that someone may like me as who I am now, but seems like it's hopeless for me to wish it may come true.....

I already like somebody at my school, which I always text and mail to her....

And now, I can see in the future that she will not choose me as her boyfriend because she didn't like me anyway...

And I, only can bury this hope and never ask her anything about my feeling to her....

I am hopeless in love.....
And that's what my life will keep going until the end of my life.....

Wish You Happy,My Little Sister.....

I was checking on my fb tonight, and I see my sister write this...

"Luv u 4 ever..
Hehe.."

At first,I wondering what's that mean. And then I check on her status, and now she is dating with someone....

I though she just pretending, but this is the reality, and I feel happy to her....
Bye sister, welcome to your new page....

Never Heard Anything From Her Anymore......

Since I text a message to her(actually it's only regular message), since then, she never text anything to me...
Maybe she try to avoid me, and try to start new life....
well then, wish you find somebody better than me........

Not Working At All......

I've got the answer today...
Well, it's kind a difficult to accept, but it's the reality.......
She dump me out, with a reason that she already in love with somebody else.....

Sounds like it's just a myth about the drop of the water, nothing is real at all......
=)

Is it work??

After few months I'm in Single status, now I'm finally trying to date with someone....

I already have ask her before, and now I'm asking her for 2nd chance.....
I was wondering, will she accept me, because last night when I chat with her, our connection been cut because of the power cut.....

GOD, I hope she answer my question with yes she want to be my girlfriend....
I'm totally crush on her.....
AMIN.....

So Miss Her So Much.........

today.....
I was thinking of her all day.......

I only want to chat with her now......
I can't sleep when I didn't hear her condition tonight.....
GOD, PLEASE BLESS HER DAY......
AMEN....

Another Person In My Life......

well.....
seems like I never telling about any of my love stories now......

hmm, I just met her last week....
and uh, she is kinda pretty, kind, and some good things for me.....

well, we just met from a game....
and now, I was thinking to chase her.......

and then, we try to connect our self during last week (or it's just me, I don't know) and we never been able to connect each other.....
I was worried at her and hope there's nothing bad happens.....

and then, today, she tell me some of her phobia....and we share together.....

it's sounds fun, but I'm still thinking, am I be able to date with her?
because she love her status as single, and she is an Australian....
help me.......